Lies

She doesn't able to count how much lies she have done so far. And she doesn't have any regrets towards what she has done to everyone she lied at. She is so cruel, don't you think? No. She is just so pitiful.

Everyone thinks that lie is not a good behavior of human. When you are lying, you tell a wrong story to someone. What is the purpose of lying? In human heart, there are something that everyone would like to protect from anyone else. To protect something, someone covers it with lie. And when someone starts to lie, she will lie again to cover her lie, and so on till no one know about the truth even herself who lies.

Human with weak heart have greatest courage to lie. Human who is weak enough to be honest to11 others will do some great jobs in covering their weakness. Taste of telling lies is bad, after telling some lies someone cannot stay calm, she cannot stay still, she wants to tell more lies. But, because she has a human heart she will feel guilty afterwards, this guilty will make her want to disappear.

When a human who frequently tells lie, to be honest is really hard. Honesty is a taboo thing, honesty is unnecessary. Because if you can tell lies, why bother to tell the truth? This is the opposite of normal human conscience, right?

Ask to yourself, do you have something you cannot tell? What did you do about it? Keep silent. But then, if someone asks you about it? What will you do? Remain silent? Say that you do not know? Do you dare to tell the truth, even though someone might think you are not a good person because of the truth?

Truth is better than LIES.

But lie is an addictive, that's why people who tell lies and succeeded to make everyone believe, will try to tell a lie again.  

Perfect

Is "perfect" only a word which its definition you can simply find inside a dictionary?

As I have been living for at least 20s years, perfect is something no one can achieve. When perfect doesnt comes to be a simple word which its opposite is imperfect or defect, the meaning of perfect cannot be easily implied to us, a human being. Only God, the only perfection.

The terms of perfect have been used in many contexts. Some of them make the "perfect" as word to define "completeness" or "repaired broken system". These definitions are too weak and lacking. People can easily say that they have been completed their life by achieving their goals, but no one can say that they are already perfect, right? A plumber can fix the piping system, but he cannot say that the piping is perfect afterward.

These days, I heard something related to the reason of people using a "perfection" as an excuse for their egoism in order to fulfilling their desire. "Marriage is perfecting you".

Mostly, fulfilling of desire gives someone a strength to do whatever to satisfy their will. Sometimes that person will be so energetic, passionate, brilliant. But sometimes that person just like a silly person, tactless, or even stupid. Fulfilling of desire gives someone a black glasses with a tinny hole on the center of the glass. Everything looks black beside their target. That's why, person in great desire almost blind with unwanted possibility.